“We should celebrate what we’ve achieved here. Just getting ourselves here was an achievement,” said a fellow writer on our last evening together.
In the plane on my way home, I reviewed the reams of rambling ‘thinking’ notes I’d made while away — to get a sense of how far my project had come during the past three weeks of focused work. Then I jotted down a final Banff note:
… Yes, it seemed you were spinning wheels at times, going over certain territory you’d already gone over, but I really don’t think you should consider any of it wasted. You’ve made a huge leap in your thinking about this project and although it will no doubt continue to evolve, you’ve created a good path to follow for the next while. I do feel after this exercise that I have much to celebrate. And dear Peter [my partner] is waiting to welcome me home with his signature apple crisp on my arrival, having already sent a beautiful email this morning [before I left Banff] that expresses perfectly his understanding of what the Banff Retreat has meant to me. What a lucky woman I am.
Here’s what Peter said in his email:
It seems this has been a wonderful chance for you to re-envision your novel, to spend time with people with similar creative spirits and projects, to organize each day according to what best suits your needs in terms of the project and what it needs. No pesky diversions to intrude on your consciousness.
He captured it perfectly. Knowing he understood meant the world to me. It made the prospect of having to leave the retreat to come home a whole lot easier.
Now, how to keep up the momentum I built in Banff going, now that I’m back in the world of “pesky diversions”?
I’ll put my phone out of reach while writing, and I’ll close my email program so that if I have to check a detail on the internet I won’t be diverted by the little number on the Inbox.
But what else? Any suggestions?