When A Pet Dies

Soon after learning my dog was seriously ill and unlikely to recover, I had a dream.

Georgia and I were walking. She was on a leash that kept getting longer as the weave of its nylon fabric unravelled, until it was hanging between us by only a thread. I woke up before the last remaining thread of that leash broke.

Anyone who has lost a pet they’ve welcomed into their home and heart has an idea what the days after Georgia’s death were like. Her actual leash, intact, is still hanging in the closet, as if she might, by some miracle, come back.

I know she won’t be back.

If the loss of a pet is a child’s first encounter of death, they might not know that. They might not know that the turmoil of feelings they’re experiencing is normal. And parents, themselves grieving, might find it challenging to help their kids navigate what they’re going through.

Angus Is Here by Hadley Dyer and Paul Covello captures beautifully the moments when the young narrator misses their dog most intensely, the feeling of betrayal when the missing becomes less intense, and the importance of sharing stories about the family’s beloved Angus.

Rodney Was A Tortoise by Nan Forler and Yong Ling Kang touchingly captures the closeness between Bernadette and her pal Rodney, the disbelief when told he has died, the sense of ‘how can everyone go on like normal when this huge awful thing has happened?’ and how much sharing memories with someone who cares helps.

Both books use direct language: Angus has died. Rodney is dead. In both books, the heaviness of the subject of death is eased with light touches of humour. The honesty and poignancy of both books moved me to tears, in a good way.

If a pet in your family or classroom has died, or you know a child whose pet has recently died, I highly recommend Rodney Was A Tortoise and Angus Is Here as books that can facilitate conversation about what they (and you) may be going through, and offer assurance that their pet will not be forgotten and that missing them will hurt less in time.

In case you’re wondering, a month after my partner and I said goodbye to our beloved Georgia, we can share stories about her now without crying — most of the time.